Relationship with God
Indeed God did not short change me in anyway.

I haven't gave up till the last minute of outreaching to my friends. I'm not sure how my friends will feel about me as i keep asking them if they wanna come, and somehow they might find me irritating, but what i feel is that God will not shortchange me as i believe that my friends will find me irritating now but yea.. someday they would understand how i really feel about the importance of having a relationship with God.

from the time i was heading down to je station to meet my members and after that to church, i was texting alvin and still trying to outreach to him and also jon. after all the sms-es, alvin showed some hope to me cos he was like saying he might come for sat night service. (: i feel so good yknow! :) like my efforts and faith are paid off. jus like having faith in God, He'll never shortchange me :) RAR!

told Rachel about Ben already and yea, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would.. like yup. really thank God for a leader that really cares and advices on us. (: Thanks to God! Ben<3 has been really good to me and he taught me alot and helped me to grow Spiritually too. i'm really proud to have him as my bf and i'm willing to overcome all things not jus by myself but together with him! <3 (:

after service was on the way home with Ben<3, we were somewhat talking about what Rachel said to us, like to know our priorities and also like not let this relationship come between our relationship with God. which i really got to agree to this, cos without God, i wouldn't have known Ben and without God, i wouldn't have grown strong in my christian life. so like i said, having a relationship with God is really important. yupp. :)

i really hope tmr's service would be a better one, alvin and jon would come for service too! :)

11/04/09

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