new blog!
hey! ive shifted! :D

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its time to change.
well, skipped school today. like finally ONCE again. slept a little longer and woke up to go JE library to study with Edeline, Shawn and Ben. Met theo & his friend there too. SK was supposed to come but she overslept. so yea. ohwell.

studied quite alot today, like SS. almost finishing the Sec3 book alrdy. however, i was not feeling accomplished enough. wanted to stay on and study more but Ben was tired.. so we headed home instead. x: rar!

as i was on my way home, i felt really upset inside. i jus didnt like how i felt jus now. i was so afraid people would see my eyes being red and all.the song 'Because Of You - CHC' kept 'playing' in my head as i was walking back & it was that time, the minute i step into my house, i started to cry.. i couldnt control myself but i just kept crying. i was rather upset cos i couldnt spend more time with him which i wanted badly.. ): just thinking of the days i wont be able to see him is jus enough to kill me. sigh.

honestly, i didnt like today at all.

sigh. i feel that im really being very selfish towards Ben and its time for me to change myself. i dont want to be who i am now anymore.

happy anniversary~


this song really makes my heart feel at peace. :)

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HAPPY 4TH MONTH DEAREST! :)

lovelove!
YAY! NEW iPod NANO ! :D im sucha lucky girl! :D new nano, new earphones and new iPod casing! :D really blessed! :D thanks to my 2nd Sister and God :D

was really dying to have one since last year. i waited and waited and waiting till today! :D Weeeeheee! :D i cant discribe my feelings! or should i say, HOW HAPPY I AM! :D weeheheee!

anw! its AUGUST already! D: my gosh! time really flies! D: 3days passed alrdy! and in 2days time its gonna be a special DAY! :D im so excited! :D i wonder whats planned for me!! :D i pray and i really pray that it'll really be a suprise for me :)

Prelims is just next friday! my gosh ): im so so so afraid! theres loads to catch up! D: no more going out till end of prelims! apart from dinner after MTT! :D hahaha. i jus love fellowshiping with my Strikeforce members! :D <3


ps:// love love love love love you baby! :D i cant wait! its our FOURTH MONTH :D!