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so sleep alone tonight
Hello! im Celest or you may call me YINGYING! (:I attend City Harvest Church @JW &im in W341! woooooHooooo! Fairfield Methodist Secondary School is somewhere i get my education. Im born on the 5 Dec 1992! so keep that in your head! RAR! D: so, feel free to tag on my board! (: br /> |
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 it was indeed a great time with the Strikeforce pioneers today (: like a few of them.. went down to help to video cam the gigs. learnt quite a few things today (: after the afternoon gig, Boon drove us dwn to the NDP side.. haha. saw their costume. hahah. :) the overalls dont look like overalls, however its quite nice. compared to their drumline costume. :/ rar, im so dead! havent been studying ): oh man, schools gonna reopen! D: too much feelings
sometimes i feel that i kinda lost the feeling of being emo. D: cos too much love that is filling into my heart that drains those emo(s) out of me. i feel like crying out my thoughts and take it that nothing had happened, like to swallow everything down. however, thats not gonna solve anything! but yet its difficult to say it out. there are times i feel like im taken for granted if not its like, 'thats what you should be doing' that kind of feeling. but i know and trust that it all didnt meant it this way..am i right to say? i dont want to stress anyone here.. im sorry. ): forgive me for todays post; i jus need a scream! last week of June holis ):
25 June 2009 marked the last day of Song of Solomon Church wide Biblestudy. (: it was really a good teaching i feel personally. (: many people were tremendously blessed one way or another (: &yes, i am one! saw my aunt in church today! but she couldnt recongized me! ): i think its cos i havent seen her for 2years thats why. >:| WHOOPS. hah. anyway! this whole week has been really fun and exciting week for me(: but also made me feel guilty cos i havent been studying): i jus cant stand the engine! D: rar! D: helpppppppppppp~! had night cycling with nictan, jr, kuan, boyfriend &i on the 160609! :) went many places & it was really fun! (: hah. like we went SG flyer and got chased by the sercurity. D: 210609 had W341 chalet (: 220609 left chalet early and went to siloso beach with some of the SF members :) and 260609 which is today! gonna get my hair TRIMMED & picnic @Marina Barrage in the eveing! :D weeeeeheeeee :) cant wait! the other time went to hendersons wave for the first time with the some of the sf members, it was really fun! (: hahh. yea, i'll upload one collage! :D  anw! i feel slpy &lazy to post now, so NIGHTS! D: its 3.15am! D: give us the myrrh.
finally decided to update my DEAD blog once again. D: hah, like after so long. MAN! anw, havent had the time to come online and surf the internet due to the amount of work i have to do, extra lessons that totally drained me out and also strikeforce trainings the whole of this week.  this is taken in church @JW during one of the Mini Emerge rehersal update update! pst ck's REcodeD camp was marvellous! i mean, i was there to perform with Strikeforce but as an 'outsider' jus one look of the campfire night, it seems so fun! D: i wonder when is our Zone camp! D: RAR! yesterday's BS on Growing Love was indeed a very good msg i can say so far. like the best of the best! whoever who havent got to be there for the BS, man! go check out with your leaders to ask them to share with you about it! it was indeed a msg that applies to many of us here. today some of my members came over to my place for prayer meeting. though there was only 5 of us, but the Spirit of God and the movement was there. I felt really motivated by the Spirit that His telling me to really fellowship with my members and get to know them more. Casting away the negative thoughts of them and look at them as a whole new person &wanting to bless them even more. after the prayer meeting, somehow i felt less burden, it seemed like the load was totally off my shoulders! man! i felt really GREAT! (: indeed, with the love of Christ, nothing is impossible with Him! even thru our darkess moments, He'll always be there.. many times when we walk thru the wilderness and people would always think that is the work of the devil, but sometimes, God wants to put us thru this few moments of the wilderness to test us and to grow us inwardly. He'll never put us thru a stage which is difficult for us to handle. He wants us to rely on Him and to seek Him. Amen. |