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Hello! im Celest or you may call me YINGYING! (:I attend City Harvest Church @JW &im in W341! woooooHooooo! Fairfield Methodist Secondary School is somewhere i get my education. Im born on the 5 Dec 1992! so keep that in your head! RAR! D: so, feel free to tag on my board! (: br /> |
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today went for Dr Cho's service today, it was really a powerful messaged preached and yea! if only we're willing to open, God indeed will fill us on the inside. (:after service hang-ed around the HARVEST open house with cg members and den headed home with MAG! (: rar, we were like talking about fashion fashion and fashion! D: hahaha. its so nutty! haha. (: mh. for a moment, i cannot figure out what sort of feeling im having now :/ in another words, im confused! i feel so .... "DIAO" that kind of feeling inside. D: whatever! open your mouth and you shall be fill AMEN. another long week is coming to pass for me, problems after problems.. like what Ben said, its inevitable(should be spelt correctly?) yea, anw.. the thing in my head is really bothering me. i cant help it but to be feeling really emotional about it. its stupid but thats the way my head functions. sigh. i dont know why. feeling really tired! ): emotional happy 1st (:
HAPPY 1ST MONTH DEAREST! (: RAR. I mean not today but 2days back! (: hope you've enjoyed that day and the gifts i made for you (: RAR! <333  it has been a tough week for me due to exams and the tiredness that i am feeling each morning which i have to wake up reluctantly :/ friends was also one thing that made me mentally drained too. exams had been tough, like esp Maths and Physics. its was really tough for me ): i totally gave up those paper. D: RAR. friends; i dont know why it just have to keep happening over and over again. im kinda really sick of it. dont know why but im like as if im there as your 'friend' to entertain you and for you to laugh at. in a way, i didnt feel that, thats what a friend should be doing yknow. furthermore, theres limits to things like this. out of the few of us, why me? sometimes i really wonder. i felt really hurt in a way and confused. #1 why is my good friend treating me this way? #2 did i do anything to provoke you and in return youre doing it back to me? #3 have you really honestly treated me like a real friend or just a joke to make your day? this 3qns keeps running in my mind for the past few days and up till now, i still cant find the answer to the 3qns. all in all, what i wanna do now is to stay neutral and be who i am; >> really thankful for my boyfriend for being there for me all the time and hearing me rant about my day and consoling me (: quiz time! :) WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage: mineral water from Secret Recipe! :/ 2. Last phone call: boyfriend! 3. Last text message: Shu Ting 4. Last song you listened to: mh.. forgot the title D: 5. Last time you cried: last night when i was on the phone :X HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: yes :/ but it was on the verge of breaking up with another alrdy. 7. Been cheated on: yea! like 3-4times? ): 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: YEA. 9. Lost someone special: yes, my grandfather ): 10. Been depressed: Yea 11. Been drunk and threw up: yeap LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12. Hot pink 13. RED 14. LIME GREEN THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend: yes 16. Fallen out of love: mh. yes 17. Laughed until you cried: yea! haha. few days back 18. Met someone who changed you: certainly and still on going(: 19. Found out who your true friends were: nope 20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: erhh? wad friends list? 22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them. 23. How many kids do you want to have: 3! 24. Do you have any pets: terrapin and fish 25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name man! 26. What did you do for your last birthday: worked ): 27. What time did you wake up today: 6am 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: on the phone with BF! 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Olvls to be over:X 30. Last time you saw your Mother: just. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my attitude towards school. 32. What are you listening to right now: AIR(surroundings) hahahha! 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope. 34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my mom. 35. Most visited webpage: facebook! my blog! 36. Whats your real name: Ter Ying Ying 37. Nicknames: techno ah soh? D: 38. Relationship Status: attached! (: 39. Zodiac sign: MONKEY! 40. Male or female?: Female 41. Elementary?: Fairfield Methodist Pri Sch 42. Middle School?: Fairfield Methodist Sec Sch 43. High school/college?: - 44. Hair colour: Brownish 45. Long or short: long! :D 46. Height: 166cm 47. Do you have a crush on someone?: dont need to anymore. 48: What do you like about yourself?: for being sporty. haha 49. Piercings: 5, but 2 closed D: 50. Tattoos: nope! 51. Righty or lefty: rightt! FIRSTS : 52. First surgery: nope 53. First piercing: p2? 54. First best friend: Bei Jie Qi 55. First sport you joined: track &field 56. First vacation: mh, thailand(bangkok) 58. First pair of trainers: whats tht? D: RIGHT NOW 59. Eating: nothing 60. Drinking: nothing (: 61. I'm about to: go for a meal 62. Listening to: nothing. 63. Waiting on: talking to my bf! :) YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids?: yup 65. Get Married?: definately! by 25? :) **HINT to YOUUU** 66. Career?: Navy Offical WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes: Eyes 68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 69. Shorter or taller: Taller 70. Older or Younger: Younger 71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS! no FLABBY ONE PLS! 73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger: NO! 77. Drank hard liquor: yea, and became drank 78. Lost glasses/contacts: yea 79. Sex on first date: no! 80. Broken someone's heart: yea 82. Been arrested: nope 83. Turned someone down: yea 84. Cried when someone died: yea 85. Fallen for a friend?: yea DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: guess so? if i dont believe in myself, how to survive? 87. Miracles: Yea, believing. 88. Love at first sight: yea 89. Heaven: OF COURSE! Promise Land (: 90. Santa Claus: used to :/ 91. Kiss on the first date: nope. 92. Angels: yea! ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: once. *on the verge of breaking up. 95. Did you sing today?: yes. 96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i dont want to! 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: none. im happy with what i am now. 99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no longer. (: 100. Posting this as 100 truths?: erhhh :/ the Holy Spirit
 since the MEN(s) are having their MEN(s) conference, the girls are having the girls PM. (: todays PM with the girls was really great (: cos i could sense the POWER of God in the house. every one is trying to build up the atmostphere to enter to the Holy of the Holy. (: after that we break into individual self and did our QT. i felt really great during QT cos God spoke to me as i was sharing my burdens with Him. He also motivated me with a verse from Genesis 15:1 which says, V1"After these things the word of the Lord came to Abram in a vision saying, "Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your exceedingly great reward." i think this verse really moved me in a way not to give up in my studies, the subjects that im weak in.. such as Maths and Humanities.. cos theres nothing impossible with God around (: and whats more, God will guide me thru this exam and i believe so. (: Having able to pray in the Spirit for 10mins was rather a tiring one but yet after which, i feel really enlighten inside me and it was not as difficult to understand what God is telling me thru the Bible. Just now as i was reading the Word of God, God spoke to me again and He said something about Fasting. like, as you fast, dont be a hypocrite and put on a sad face.. as people are able to tell that you're fasting that kind of things.. BUT.. Matthew 6:17-18 "But you, when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face, so that you do not appear to men to be fasting, but to your Father who is in the secret place; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you openly." <3 |