too much feelings
sometimes i feel that i kinda lost the feeling of being emo. D: cos too much love that is filling into my heart that drains those emo(s) out of me.

i feel like crying out my thoughts and take it that nothing had happened, like to swallow everything down. however, thats not gonna solve anything! but yet its difficult to say it out. there are times i feel like im taken for granted if not its like, 'thats what you should be doing' that kind of feeling. but i know and trust that it all didnt meant it this way..am i right to say? i dont want to stress anyone here.. im sorry. ):

forgive me for todays post; i jus need a scream!