whatever that has been said;
life has been really hard for me these few days, i thought it was all moving smoothly but i guess i was wrong.. i still cant find my calling in life, &when i THINK it is 'THE ONE', after awhile, it turns out a NO NO. i feel so confuse.

im trying to hear Him, im trying to communicate with Him & im trying to reach out to Him! BUT! i still cant feel Him, its so near yet so far. i dont know where i should be heading and i dont know what is good for me and whats not good for me! ):

over and over again, the same thing happen.. i really dont know what i should do. talk it out?

ITS REALLY HARD!