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so sleep alone tonight
Hello! im Celest or you may call me YINGYING! (:I attend City Harvest Church @JW &im in W341! woooooHooooo! Fairfield Methodist Secondary School is somewhere i get my education. Im born on the 5 Dec 1992! so keep that in your head! RAR! D: so, feel free to tag on my board! (: br /> |
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its time to change.
well, skipped school today. like finally ONCE again. slept a little longer and woke up to go JE library to study with Edeline, Shawn and Ben. Met theo & his friend there too. SK was supposed to come but she overslept. so yea. ohwell. studied quite alot today, like SS. almost finishing the Sec3 book alrdy. however, i was not feeling accomplished enough. wanted to stay on and study more but Ben was tired.. so we headed home instead. x: rar! as i was on my way home, i felt really upset inside. i jus didnt like how i felt jus now. i was so afraid people would see my eyes being red and all.the song 'Because Of You - CHC' kept 'playing' in my head as i was walking back & it was that time, the minute i step into my house, i started to cry.. i couldnt control myself but i just kept crying. i was rather upset cos i couldnt spend more time with him which i wanted badly.. ): just thinking of the days i wont be able to see him is jus enough to kill me. sigh. honestly, i didnt like today at all. sigh. i feel that im really being very selfish towards Ben and its time for me to change myself. i dont want to be who i am now anymore. |